The song is Kari Jobe's, Steady My Heart. This song reminds me that no matter what is happening in life, God is here, he is real and he can make all your worries and fears disappear. Life is hard! It is filled with ups and downs, bumps and curves, joy and sorrow. Knowing that God is here for you can make it so much easier. All you have to do is have faith in Him and believe in yourself. I can say it a million times to believe in yourself. And I will continue to say it until that little light bulb goes off in your head. You need to believe in yourself! You can conquer the world if you believe in yourself.
What got me thinking about this song is the fact that my life has taken my down a road that isn't as smooth as it may seem. Last night my mind was going a million miles per second and I couldn't get a hold of myself. I had to find a way to just stop and get it to shut down. So what did I do? Well, I would usually grab something to eat or put on my headphones but I didn't feel like searching the house for a snack to my headphones. So, I curled up with my tear-soaked pillow, buried myself under my blanket and prayed. I have no idea how to talk to God but I figured out the words and just spoke from my heart. I just asked for peace. In a world full of negativity, I asked for some positivity and some peace. Sometimes, in your darkest moments you just need to open your heart and ask for that calm in your life. After that, I knew everything is going to be ok. I now know that it is all going to take some time to get back to that smooth part of the road. But it is going to be ok.
Today, waking up before everyone else was a positive start. I had to remind myself that everyday is a new day. You are never alone. I tend to forget that and think why is this only happening to me. There are people all over the world that are going through the same things you are. No one is perfect. I am not perfect. Everyone has their problems, rather it be emotional, mental or financial. It's just the way life is.
Now, whenever I feel like life is just coming at me too fast, I pause for a moment, play this song and regain my strength. So, go out on this beautiful day and find your inspiration. It is all around you. All you have to do is really look!